My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Saturday, February 2, 2013

Day 14

Sorry I missed yesterday. I just feel so lost in my own skin. I know I am surrounded by Angels, one totally made my day yesterday. I know Matthew 6: 25-33 tells us not to worry. God had me memorize these verses several years ago. He did that because He knows I am prone to worry. At a time in our life when we had no job, no income, no savings, I would wake up worrying, "what are we going to do today." Before long after having none of our essentials cut off, something would come from the strangest places taking care of our necessities, and we had more food in our pantry than we ever had before. Soon I would wake up and say, "what are You going to do today God?" I know He works in mysterious ways and I trust completely that we are going to have no problem paying our bills, feeding our older children as they stay here, and paying Hotel and food and fuel costs when we go to Ochsner this month. I admit I am afraid to expect anything more than the runaround and exorbitant costs we incurred the past 2 years, but I am hopeful this will finally be the answer we have been searching for. You know who you are and you should know every blessing you bestow on my family will be given back to you 100 fold by the grace of God!

Lots of Love
And Laughter,
Betsy
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  1. UnknownFebruary 2, 2013 at 3:56 PM

    Greetings Betsy

    Don't expect the runaround - stay positive and expect miracles. I hope it comes this time, but if not, as they say "Tomorrow's another day."

    There are lots of folks praying for you Betsy, and there are Angels watching over you.

    -Doug-

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