My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Saturday, February 9, 2013

Day 20

I know this should be day 21 because it is midnight. My pain seems to have trouble letting up. It sure is giving me a run for my money. I can't believe it is getting so close to the 18th. I miss myself so much right now. I know my family misses the real me but I miss me too. I fear I will never get back to the real me but I know God won't allow that. He created me for a purpose and all I want is to be who He created me to be. I wish I had more to write but I must rest so hopefully I will see you tomorrow.
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