My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Monday, February 4, 2013

Day 16

I know I missed another day, I spent most of it sleeping and spent most of today sleeping. Now that I am awake I understand why and wish I was still asleep. My pain is uncontrollable today so bad it hurts to breathe. Normally my pain is kept under control these days. The last 2 years I couldn't remember a day without severe pain, it was just a part of my life. I finally went to pain management and they put me on a Fentanyl patch and for the first time since I could remember I was not in pain. I have dye of pain but nothing like it was before. Right now I cannot write anymore because it is not easy to think curled up in a ball. I just wanted to let you know why I missed yesterday and why today is less than inspirational.
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  1. UnknownFebruary 4, 2013 at 8:26 PM

    Greetings Betsy

    I can't even begin to imagine what you must be going through. Hang in there. It will get better. If there is anything I can do for y'all, don't hesitate to ask.

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