My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Friday, April 3, 2020

A voice for the voiceless!

I sit here broken hearted as a kindred spirit I was just getting to know is now gone. Much like myself she wanted to be a voice for the voiceless, but also just a mother to her children and a wife to her husband. I find it difficult to understand why God would take her and so many other young beautiful souls I met over the years to this illness that I got called the wosrt case a world renowned doctor had seen. I know God healed me and has a much greater purpose for me. I know He sustained me because I should have been that young mother who didn't make it. There were many times I didn't think I would. But now I know somehow I have to be a voice for those who were taken too soon. Through my illness I saw how I was treated by physicians and how others I met along the way were treated, simply because the doctors didn't understand the illness or didn't want to deal with it because of how ugly it is. I wanted to know this special young lady. I wanted to fight with her. So if you are reading this, if you feel like you have no voice, if you believe there is something I can do, let me fight for you! I want to help, any way I can. Also, if you are reading this and feel the same way I do, stand with me. Let's help more people than we could have possibly imagined! The wait is over, it is time to stand together and let God fight for us! God gave me a vision to be Food for the Hungry, Rest for the Weary, and Hope for the Hopeless. That is exactly what I want to be!