My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Monday, December 22, 2014

Last IVIG treatment

I am sitting in oncology having my final treatment. Tomorrow I go to get a gastric empting scan to see if it did anything for my gastroparesis. I do know I have had more good day than I have had in a very long time. If they decide it is useful I will have to do this every 3 months. If it does not do any good then I am back at square one proving there is nothing doctors can do and then when God heals me there will be no doubt He gets all the glory! 
I hope you all have a wonderful Christmas and thank you for the prayers and the part you play in my miracle!

Friday, December 19, 2014

God is so good! #faithofachild

I posted just yesterday that I am at the end of what modern medicine can do for me other than manage my symptoms. To get to the root of the problem I need prayer for a miracle of creation because I was born missing certain neurons. I still covet your prayers and really want to get this prayer to trend on twitter with the hashtag #faithofachild. I originally started that hashtag for the faith of my baby boy Elijah. Last night I got a call from my 20 year old son that could only be a God thing. He overheard the idea of a machine that can create neurons. Once they get it working then they can go in and create neurons for different reasons. Getting pregnant with Noah saved my life because I was in a very bad place physically, emotionally, and spiritually. He went into this field of study to find a cure for my incurable disease. It just baffles me how God's timing works for that very same day that I asked for creation of neurons my Noah unintentionally walks in on a meeting where they are talking about doing that very same thing. Please share my prayer with the hashtag #faithofachild because this is the faith of all of my children. Luke 18:16 Jesus said," Let the little children come to me, and do not forbid them; for of such things is the Kingdom of God."

Thursday, December 18, 2014

Time for a miracle

This blog entry is going to be different. I want to ask everyone to pray and re-post this to everyone you know. We are praying for an honest to goodness creation miracle. This disease I have is incurable, and genetic. The root cause of all my problems is the fact that I am missing some neurons. I was born with this. Now as I pray, I ask everyone to pray that God will create neurons where they should have been but never were. Please join with me and ask for a miracle healing because there is nothing more the doctors can do. I am ready to stop existing and truly live. Live the life God created me to live. Please pray and share!