My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Saturday, June 11, 2016

What happened

Now that I am starting to feel better I would really like to know what happened to me. Why did I come so close to death? I remember laying in the St. Francis ER hall. I was screaming as my body contorted and pain shot through me. I felt my body just letting go so many times and I knew if I didn't stop it I would die, so I fought back to the screaming ,contorting, and pain. I didn't want the pain but I knew I had so much to live for. I have a few theories. When i am around too many ants my eyes swell just from them being there. So I had a really stressful weekend. We had the memorial service for my dad Friday evening. Then Saturday we had the memorial for my Nanny. So stress. Saturday Clint and I, Laura and Doug, Micah and Kathy, Sam and Dori, and Jon-Luke met at dads to figure things out. The home was full of stale cigarette smoke and the vents had black mold. We saw a few bees in the house and thought we heard birds in the chimney. As we were leaving we saw tens of thousands of bees coming out of the chimney. But I forgot all about Sunday. Clint and I had gone back to the house. We were in the garage and thank God we went in the back door. My aunt and uncle put traps in the house and we didn't notice until we were almost in the living room that all of those bees were in the living room. We backed out but I can't help but wonder if that second trip to my parent's house did this to me. The infectious disease doctor is stuped. No doctors understand what happened to me , we may never know.

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