Day 24

It is a funny thing, when you are down in the pit that is when you know the real people who care about you. Being ignored and outright shunned by people you love and you thought at least cared somewhat. People you barely know surprise you too. They go so far above and beyond that there are just no words to describe your gratitude. It is easier to understand when you have been in a similar situation than it is when you have lived a blessed life with only small hills and no major valleys. I imagine it must be nice to live in a bubble of an easy life. I claim Jeremiah 29:11 "For I know the thoughts I think toward you, says The Lord, thoughts of peace and not evil, to give you a future and a hope." I know how blessed I am to have a husband who adores me to this day. We have been married 17 years and our love for each other continues to grow. He could have taken better paying jobs that would take him away from home for long periods of time, but he understood that we were where he needed to be. I hate the pain that what I am going through is being inflicted on my precious family. Time to see what true friends are and the power of what God is doing!