Day 210

I went to the doctor today and though I had another postponement I have my physician on my side doing a peer to peer evaluation and could have everything in order by Friday. I am so exhausted from simply going to the doctor today and I cannot wait until I can get some energy back.  I would really love to lose this extra 50 pounds put on me by my IV nutrition and kept on me because my body is in starvation mode and quickly turning my muscles into mush. I also await the days when I will no longer for no reason at all with in 5 minutes bloat up like I am 8 months pregnant and having people look at me like I am pregnant or make comments about me being pregnant. I don't blame them because it is just my belly that bloats and it looks very pregnant, but it is still quite upsetting. Anyway, pray that I will be able to get myself together so Wednesday I can take care of back to school shopping since Hope starts Thursday. I need to go take my medicine and try to recharge my battery for tomorrow, but I am still taking suggestions for a name for my foundation so I can get the process started to file for my non-profit. The clock is ticking and I am ready to start over with day 1 after healing and be able to post daily about the amazing things God is doing through me.