My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Sunday, July 14, 2013

Day 181

After a very long evening in the ER we are home. According to my blood test the infection was not systemic, just localized at my line. So they gave me Vancomycin and sent me home with other antibiotics. I asked if they felt the line should be removed and they said no but I should follow up with my doctor in 1 to 2 days. The nurse said it looked like staph but we have to wait on the cultures. So my procedure is off for Tuesday. I have a feeling God doesn't want me to have it done. I am tired and need to take my meds but am home safe and will see my nurse tomorrow. Thank you so much for all the prayers. I was talking to the nurse about what I go through almost every day very nonchalantly because I have dealt with it for so long and she just looked at me and said that's so sad. I don't want to bring sadness to anyone anymore. My whole life all I have wanted is for God to use me to bring joy to people daily. I am so ready to be there again just like Jabez I don't want to cause pain.  

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