My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Monday, July 8, 2013

Day 175

I am still here and I still have no answer for the reason for my anemia. I have an appointment with one doctor Wednesday and I have no idea when I am supposed to g back to other doctors. That is one reason I am so glad I am going to the Mayo Clinic, the doctors all talk to each other and talk to you about what is going on and what they intend to do about it. Whenever we have had a big trip like this before I would have spent hours researching travel plans and a place to stay but I have only looked at airline tickets once and they are really high. I have medical flight set up but that only includes me and possibly one person and we cannot leave our youngest home. I was really hopeful that my whole family could fly and have a decent vacation at the beach while I am at the doctor because we have never been able to take a family vacation anything close to that. Don't get me wrong we have gone camping and gone out of town to visit family, but especially since I have been ill we just haven't been able to afford it. We all enjoy just spending time together and have a blast doing nothing, thank God my family is so close knit. I haven't been able to work in years because I never know what my day will bring, so I have done the best I can to give my wonderful husband and sweet children the life they so richly deserve.
I really am hopeful that I will finally get the answers I have been looking for over so many years. I am also hopeful that I will get the treatment I need to, in a way, give me back my life. It has been such an uphill battle and I am growing weary, but I will never give up, as long as I have breath in me I will fight whatever obstacle is placed in front of me. It is getting down to the wire and if you want to help, I still have my Papal donation account open.
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I am so thankful for everyone's support and prayers and I know God will bless you. I want you to know that I will by every means pay it forward when we are in the position.
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