My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Friday, July 12, 2013

Day 179

Today was filled with pain and I wanted nothing more than to be with my family and watch my baby boy preform at VBS and watch Hope in the position I used get so much joy from teaching the music and moves. I still haven't heard anything from my insurance company. I want all of this to be over. I am so tired of being sick and I have had to fight so long for healthcare, a fight I should have never faced. If I had been just a little more ill I would have never, I can't even think what may have happened. Today I totally broke down. It is not easy having people see me and say how well I look knowing how bad I feel. I am sorry I can not always be positive even as hard as I try. 
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