My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Day 303

I seem to be recovering nicely from my surgery. I just have to remember not to over do it otherwise nobody here will be a happy camper. I am really struggling with negativity, trying to keep it off my lips and out of my life. I began a new daily devotion program today. It is a combination of several things I have learned over the years and I don't know why I ever stopped. I am so excited because every time I implement this nothing but good things happen. It is what has given me the strength to deal with everything I have been through up to this point. I started writing it out in a notebook but quickly transferred it to my computer so I will have much easier access to it. It is interesting to look back over old spiritual journals and see the things God has done through the years. I will share my devotion program in a later entry. Right now I think we are going to to sit down as a family and watch a show. I am still pretty wiped and sore from my line insertion yesterday.

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