My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Thursday, November 7, 2013

Day 298

It has been a rough day to say the least. Between the pain and nausea bombardment, the blisters on my arm where my PICC line is, the migraine, and my restless leg I just want to go to sleep, just want it all to stop. I have to admit I get so overwhelmed sometimes. It's like my whole body is screaming at me for something I have done to upset it. I really hate for my family to see the days this thing breaks me, but sometimes it just does. It is days like this that I have to remember that this too shall pass. Monday I will have surgery to have my central line replaced and get this aweful PICC line out. I am nervous because they are just using local anistetic so remember me in your prayers. My baby girl just came in and told me she can't sleep so I need to go spend some precious time with her. 

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