I am starting to get used to this PICC line now that I have extensions and don't have to do everything one handed while trying to keep sterile. I go see the surgeon Tuesday and I think he will put in a more permenant line. I know my condition has random cycles but within those cycles are bigger cycles and normally between now and Januaury is my good time of year. It is generally the only time I can eat. This year however I am worse than I have ever been which leads me to wonder that when March which begins my hardest time of the year rolls around if it just going to get worse. I am not sure if my body can handle worse than now. I do still know that God is going to heal me but I am afraid I haven't hit the low I know is coming and I know that through that there will be no dispute that God alone has healed me. I suppose I am just going through the, " Take this cup.." stage.
I have to run my meds so for now aufedersein, au revoir, so long, I bid you adieu, and I'll catch you in the rerun!
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