My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Thursday, December 12, 2013

Day 333

I went to sleep last night fighting a severe migraine, extreme nausea and indigestion. I always have very vivid dreams but this  one was interesting and maybe just to me but I want to share it anyway. So I am deeply in this serious dream where Clint and I are building our dream home and it seems so real even his cousin showed up with BBQ and came to help but then all of the sudden I start goofin around with Clint following him around to different parts of the house and knockng him over and saying, "Well, Shute, why did you fall down?" In a silly country voice and then would say, "Well it's okay, because your good enough, smart enough, and gosh darnet people like you!" So then in our silly fashion Clint knocks me over and we are laughing so hard that I snort which makes us laugh even harder then I snorted even louder and actually woke myself up because I was either snoring or snorted for real and when I woke up I was still laughing. So I finally realize this was a dream and my migraine, nausea and indigestion is even worse so I couldn't go back to sleep and thought I would share a silly part of my mind that if it were not the middle of the night I might have never shared. I love how even when you don't feel good something so silly can make you laugh even if it is just inside your own head. On a more serious note I am having surgery at Glenwood in the morning. It should be an easy outpatient procedure so just pray all goes well. Thanks! Hope you are not up in the middle of the night. 

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