My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

Day 324

I was so sure I would be asleep by now. My pain has been unbearable all day. I would sleep for a while to hide from it but when it gets this bad it controls me not the other way around. I seem to be at a loss for words, when I started this entry I thought I had something to say but maybe I need you to say something to me. If you have any words for me please share. I can't wait until my new "great" insurance decides I can have my IV nutrition and meds back. I have gone 2 weeks without it waiting on their approval. What a collassal mess everything is right now. Can you help me? Can you please pray for me? I really need it right now. 
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