Day 96

Today was a much better day. I went to the doctor and he took me off TPN and if it goes well I may be able to get my line out. This evening Elijah after a weeks worth of planning had a surprise party for Hope just because he wanted her to know he knows what a really great big sister she is. I have to tell you I have some amazing children. Noah graduating as valedictorian top of his class. Hope has a class rank of number 1 for her freshman year. Elijah has the brilliance of their two minds wrapped into 1 with his own special flare. I couldn't be more proud of my children. The same goes for my husband, he is so brilliant and so amazing and everything he has and does is for us. He is our rock when we need strength, he is the joy in my heart and soul, he is got such a unique balance of taking care of our family and teaching our kids how to teach themselves, he is the answer to all my prayers. He knows everything about me and loves me all the same. He knows what I want or need before I even do. God must really love me to send me such an amazing man and wonderful children. I know God is going to heal me and He alone will get all the glory, I just have to wait for His perfect timing.