My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Friday, April 19, 2013

Day 90

It is so quiet here tonight. Noah and Hope are both gone to the state literary rally in Baton Rouge. I am so very proud of them but I miss them like crazy. We are one of those odd families that like to do everything together. I know it won't be long and they will be going off to college and getting married and starting their own family, but I really hope we stay close because my family is my whole world. I really hope we can get all of Noah's Graduation announcements in time. I was supposed to get his car taken care of today but by the time I got through to the Office of Motor Vehicles and left on hold and hung up on twice, there was no time for me to go get the extra paper work filled out. I suppose Monday we will try again. It is amazing how little I can seem to get done these days. I used to be able to do so much; take care of my house, my family, my shopping, my life. Now it is a good day if I can get off this couch. I really hope Jacksonville is not just the same walk around another bush that leads me back to the beginning. I am ready for God to shine in all His Glory through this journey.

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