My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Thursday, April 11, 2013

Day 82

Sorry I have skipped a couple of days. This has been a long rough week. I have been having trouble keeping my days straight. Micah's wedding was so beautiful. I was so happy to see my brother and his new bride, my sister, brother-in-law, and my sweet nephews, their Mawmaw and cousin, Micah's friends and the rest of my family. I did hate Seth, Amanda, and Brooke could not make it. Since I have been sick, everything is so much more important. I want more than anything to spend more time with my family. I still have to work on getting Mayo approved at the in network level with my insurance and I have no idea how long that would take. I have met so many people who have the same or similar conditions to mine and you have to just keep swimming, just keep swimming, wait my mind just went to Finding Dory, but you know what I mean. We have to just keep on keeping on. Days we can't move we don't push it and days we can we don't overdo it. You have to learn a new balance in life and sometimes it feels like you are not living at all, like life is passing you by. Those are the days I treasure your prayer. I do know that God is in control and that all will be revealed in His Time.
Lots of
Love and Laughter,
Betsy

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