Day 139 - 141

First my potassium was high then miraculously back to normal. Now my Hemoglobin and my Hematocrit were both low so now I have to have an Iron Panel and a colonoscopy. I have to say I am not looking forward to that. I do suppose it explains why I have been so weak and just getting up to walk down the hall sends my heart racing. Saturday  was Aunt Suzie's birthday party at Ryan's in Ruston and I knew I couldn't go but my family had a great time. So last week my bloodwork showed I was anemic and I was going to try to go in last Monday to do my iron panel but I just could not do it so I asked my doctors office to see it up with my home health nurse last Tuesday and everyday since then. Today the nurse left me a message that Dr. Richerts office would not see me and I has to go to Dr. Bhandari, who is amazing by the way, but my insurance doesn't cover him and because it has been so long since I have seen him I have to have an office visit first on June 25th before I can have my colonoscopy so I really hope I am not loosing blood from there or we are going to have a serious problem. I tried to take care of so much business this morning and everything was hold 30 minutes and then I had to call a different department. This day has been nothing but a big mess and I still have to go in to get my iron panel done. I am so weak and there is so much that has to be done  before we can go to Mayo. Our funds are once again depleted and I know God has everything under control, just when I have a day like today it can be disheartening. I am fading and really weak right now so much so that I have to correct almost every word I type. So at that I bid you adieu!