My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Tuesday, July 1, 2014

Day 532

This is going to be a wonderful but bitter sweet 4th. My Granny and Grandad were married on the 4th. My granny is the epitome of Grace and love. My grandad served in World War II and the Korean War. He was such an amazing man, not only doing everything for his family, but serving as a Shriner and being there for families all over, praying with them, rejoicing in recovery, and mourning when someone he may have only know a week is lost. 
While we were in Arizona going to the Mayo Clinic he passed away. Since then we all rally around our granny and keep making all the special occasions, special. I have a good feeling that this is going to be one of the best ever. 
My youngest brother and his new wife are coming in early under sad circumstances. Someone he held very near and dear to his heart has passed away. 
As for my health, to look at my bloodwork I am better than normal but my body tells me different, when I am to weak to move or shaking in pain or losing 15lbs in less than 2 weeks, I know something is not right but there is nothing any doctor will change because my blood work looks so great. The worst is when people say, "but you don't look sick"  but I suppose it is what it is.  

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