My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Wednesday, January 1, 2014

Day 352

I don't know how much more of this I can take. My nausea is like an angry bear and my pain is screaming at me at the top of its lungs. To top off I am too weak to lift my arms and every time I stand I feel like I am going to pass out. My nerves are on edge and I feel like I am about explode. I am so tired of people saying I am faking being sick because I don't look sick. I do a good job around people for a few hours acting like I am not sick and that just makes them believe their little theory is true but that is because they don't see what happens to me most of the time. I never asked for this but alas it is my lot for now and I hope my days aren't as bad as this one until I am well. 
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