My Reason

My sweet Elijah has used every wish, every prayer, every day to ask for my complete healing. I knew in 2008 because God told me when I first started getting really sick that things were going to get much worse but He would heal me only when His timing is right and He receives the glory for my healing. For those of you that do not know, I have Idiopathic Gastroparesis caused by a genetic condition known as Autonomic Dysfunction. I am currently on IV nutrition through a central line and on several medications. I had a gastric pacer implanted in 2010 to alleviate some of my symptoms and it worked well for 6 months but my nerves quit responding and I finally had it removed this January. In other words it did get much worse. I start this blog now because I know God will not let my baby's faith die.

Tuesday, September 29, 2015

God, will you please heal me!

     I know the Bible tells us that God will not give us anything beyond what we can bare, but I am right at the edge of that and I don't want to fall off that cliff. The repercussions from Saturday are worse pain today. I slept most of the day yesterday missing some extremely important calls. Now I am awakened at 3am from my severe pain. I know I cannot put another bite of food in my mouth for a while, so please pray for the strength from God to just say "No Thank You" to food. My body has been through so much throughout this illness and it is really catching up with me. I have so much I need to do this week, from teaching Elijah to getting ready for this Town of Sterlington Garage sale this Saturday. Anything we can earn will be so helpful, I get that everyone has their own financial issues, from people making no more than us to people making 3 times our salary due to improper budgeting. I am amazed what Clint can do with our income and how he can calm and put everyone he comes across at ease. The amount of work and quality of work he does is truly deserving of an increase in salary and I pray that he gets that, I also want to learn how to make income online during the hours I am coherent and not teaching Elijah or spending time with my family.
      I have to say a very special thank you to my sister-in-law, Kim. She is here every week, sometimes every day and if there is a mess she cleans it. She doesn't ask for anything in return, she is just here for me whenever I need her and whatever I need her for. She hasn't always made the best choices in life, but when it comes down to it she is here for our family and I don't know how we would do it without her! From the depths of my soul Thank You Kim, we love you so much and I pray that God heaps a double blessing on you because you have been such a blessing to us.

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