Gastroparesis sucks

There is nothing good about gastroparesis. And when you are a foodie like me it really sucks. I love to eat but now if I eat I throw up for hours. That's not the only thing though. I love to cook and bake and come up with new recipes, I even have my own line of cookies. I love planning big events and not only making food that looks decadent but tastes even better. I miss hanging out with my family. I miss living my life while the years go by so fast. Elijah will be 10 in January and he still has complete faith God will heal me and so do I. I know its in His hands but I really hope it's sooner rather than later