Day 403

I don't qualify for Vanderbilt's center because my version of autonomic dysfunction doesn't fit any of their boxes. It seems like every time I get a glimmer of hope it is quickly snuffed out. My symptoms are gradually getting worse and worse. It is getting difficult to stay positive when every door you turn to is slammed in your face. Yes I have a rare disease but putting me in a box of being a hopeless case is a cowardly way of saying that I am  not worth your time. I will keep fighting until I can find someone who finds my case interesting and wants to get to the root of it before it's too late. 

I really hope and pray that I learn every lesson from this enormous trial and can one day soon use it to help someone who is in my shoes, constantly fighting for insurance to pay for bills that they approved, searching desperately for help and instead getting a universal, "there's nothing I can do for you" health care in America was already broken now it is just impossible. Thank God that in Christ all things are possible!