Day 161

I spent most of Saturday, Sunday, and today sleeping. I have been so weak partly because I don't do anything anymore and partly because of my iron deficiency anemia. I spent no time with my family and no time with my dear sweet husband. I am only awake for a little while then I will take my medicine and go back to sleep. Tomorrow is going to be a rough day because I have do my prep for my colonoscopy to be sure I am not losing blood that way. If that turns out not to be the problem then I have no idea what the next step is. I just woke up a few minutes ago and all I want to do is go back to sleep. Pray for me tomorrow that I survive my prep and all goes well with my test Wednesday. It is hard to imagine that my little man will be going to college in just a few short months. I want to and need to do better for my kids and my wonderful husband. Thank you all for sticking with me through this journey. I feel blessed to know so many people care and pray that all of you will be blessed and filled with joy when God heals me. I have no idea how we are going to get to Jacksonville, where we will stay, and how long we will be there but I am not at all worried because I know beyond a shadow of any doubt that God will provide. He has proven over and over that he is in control and tells us all not to worry. I think it might be a good idea to listen to Him. I have tried to do things on my on and it is like running in quick sand so once again I put it back in God's hand so He will receive all the Glory. Plus I do know there is no way on earth I can do what needs to be done to make this happen so I am glad to say I know the One who can and will. 

Lots of Love

And Laughter,

Betsy