Day 525

Sorry it has been so long. I am having some serious medical problems that the doctors are not taking very serious. My home health nurse was very upset when she heard what I was going through but my GI still just wants to put in a peg tube. One of the top Gastroparesis doctors told me years ago I was not a good canidate for a peg because I have no motility in my stomach or small bowel. I know this is pretty serious because I have been throwing up "coffee grounds" basically blood and stomach and esophagus lining. I have also lost 15lbs in a week and a half. I want to get this unnecessary weight off but I know that much that fast is not healthy. My nurse was concerned how pale I was and that my blood pressure that usually runs low was high and my pulse was high. If I just go to the hospital here I know they won't do anything. 

Tomorrow is Wednesday the 25th and I know with every fiber of my being that God's blessings are going to be poured out on our family. I can't wait to share as our cup will run over. Our family is so blessed and we will never take for granted all of the blessings God has and will bestow upon us.